But while my online class doesn't start for another few weeks, I have been feeling left out of all the back to school festivities this week. True, I am so grateful to be able to stay home right now, but I definitely miss my school family. Part of me still feels a responsibility towards my principal, co-workers, and especially my students. I know the school continues to function in my absence, but still. After spending five years helping to build a program and a culture, it's hard to let go.
I've been thinking, however, that even though I am not technically going back to high school this August, I am definitely going back to a different kind of school. In what I hope is no more than a few days, I am going Back to Baby School.
You know how kids forget all that they learned the previous school year over the summer break? That's how I feel right now. It's been two years since I had a newborn...now tell me again, how do I do this?
How do you keep a baby alive?
How often do you feed a baby?
How do you get a baby to stop crying?
How do you change a baby's diaper?
How do you hold a baby?
How do you survive on only 2 hours of sleep at a time?
And don't even get me started on how you take care of a newborn AND a toddler at the same time. That's college-level stuff, and I assume it involves a lot of show-watching and bribery.
So, back to school I go, accompanied by the fun mixture of all the emotions: anxiety, excitement, stress, relief, nervous anticipation, unexplainable giddiness.
Still not sure when my schooling will begin (please, please, please, don't make me wait another week!), but here's to a great year!
My First Baby School Instructor
For three of the past four school years, I have had a silly tradition to take selfies to mark the passing of the days and weeks. The first year I did it, I took a daily outfit picture. The second year, Jackson and I took a picture every Friday morning before we rushed out of the house. Last school year, we continued the Friday morning selfie tradition. He was definitely a less willing participant as he got older, and admittedly we missed a few weeks (mornings were and still are rough around here!), but it was something I looked forward to each week because it meant the weekend had finally arrived.
(Several people have inquired whether or not we will keep up our weekly pictures this year - and how in the world I'll be able to take a selfie with a child in both arms! - we shall see!)
So, without further ado, here is our #katiejandbabyjfridayselfies from the 2015-2016 school year. Enjoy!